some friend you are. im in a fucking different country and you still find ways to make me miserable. i dont know why the fuck im your friend. making a crew of new people to hang out with because you feel cool and leaving me out? some bestfriend. you dont know the meaning of a best friend. you never cared about me and you wont start now. ive been nothing but a good friend to you. ive always listened and ive helped you with your problems. i supported you and did everything right. you could never do any of those things for me could you? no. too busy hanging out with your older friends. i get it. guess i never mattered anyway.

im tired of feeling like im not good enough. i want someone to be proud of me and to love me unconditionaly

isnt that me….?